The real countdown

On the contrary to yesterday.... Where I could not tolerate the wait and anticipation for our 830am appointment, I actually dragged myself out of bed to face the world and what is awaiting for me. Lamented to wake up and finally found the strength and courage to. There were some foul up... Like forgetting to bring my holy water and my appointment card. 

Anyway A few things happened... Otw to the hospital, I rubbed some holy water on my belly and said a prayer. When I arrived at the hospital and was waiting for the prick, I visited the rest room and saw a clot of blood tissue on my pad. 

A lot went thru my mind.... A lot of reflection... A lot to think about.  Somehow the mind is a lot stronger now then 48 hrs ago. 

I also spent $18 at delifrance which I will usually stinge about. Ok this is Boliao

Anyway it's now about one hour lee to the results. I pray for Gods will to be done and for safety and health. 

Amen